Illusion

lala, lalala

flying lalala

love, or not love

love, or lust

longing without being lonely

longing because of need

touching, tiptoeing

stretch the long arms

apply the strong desire

that season changing

that scent of dirt and livelihood

this deep, blue, green water

floating in air

closely feel the existence

where is truth

what is true

how to see

how to judge

feelin' dizzy

losing control

where is where

what is what

looking for...

seeing...

letting go?

Those eyes

those telling, yet mysterious eyes

those confusing ones

what do they want to say

why do you visit

what stories do they tell

what signs do you give

false hope?

illusionary warmth?

temporary happiness?

or

a lifetime

spent

waiting

in vain